i'd remember that days,
knowing u without knowing who i am,
talking a lot,laughing without noticing the time is already running,
sleeping late?   i don't mind it at that time,
cause i used to  like you,
the whole, and anything  and everything about you,
but i just wondered  have u ever notice or even dream or even think about me?
i just,,... i just don't even know......
time passes we used to get to know each other better,the likes, dislikes and blah blah blah
we used to messed around, and make fun of each other
time passes as u know me,
you accept me for what  i am,
"your still cool for me so why not"
it was a good relieve in me
that you can accept me no matter what i will be
is such a good feeling when i talk to u without any secrets
being so close with u, makes me happy at  the same time i worry
that one day you will going to leave me,
i have said that to myself but i just keep on going
"no matter how it gonna hurts me in the end, at least im happy right now"
i know that time will come..... it will,
then one day
"did i say anything wrong?"
"nope nothing, just., just don't mind it"
then you already left, ,... i admit it till this time i just keep on missing those times,
my brain is already ready for what will happen but my heart was not.,
it just keep on hurting itself as i remember u,
so undoubtedly im,........ liking, ohh, like yeah, no i'd loved  you,
but that's past, i need to cure anything,need to forget everything,
im  not strong but i need to keep going,
and sorry for what i have said, i realized that after just minutes,
after that convo,sorry if i didn't pay attention on you and i focus on what i am looking for,
i need that in order for me to keep going, you know what that is,
oh well if u ever read this, you will going to remember a weird girl buzzes u everyday,



i always wish u to be fine, tho u already forget me